I started this blog years ago. I forgot about it. I started it as a place I could come to and hide who I am. I am done with that. No secret identities I am who I am. I am a wife for almost 14 years now and a mother for almost 13 years now. I have come a long way in the past couple of years and still have a ways to go. Which I don't mind always growing, changing and bettering myself never to be stagnant is my goal.
Now onto what most of my blogs will be about my kids. My boys are 12 yo twins they are high functioning autistic and epileptic. There is other stuff in there too but those are the major things. Q as he likes to be called has 3 types of seizures absence, drops and grand mals. None of them are control despite countless medications. Then there is Bug he only has absence seizures. My daughter Ri was Dxed with type one diabetes in 12/09 she was my "normal" child up until then and that took the life out of me for a while. It was very hard to adjust to having three kids with conditions that cant be cured just treated. At the time of Ri's dx Q still only had the absence seizures. The Gm's started about a month after her dx. Then the drops I believe were during the summer. So I didnt have time t adjust to one thing when another started.
I love my kids and wouldnt trade them for anything in the world. It gets hard sometimes tho. I need to vent and cry and whine here. I need to get the heartache out so it doesnt become toxic within me. I can not afford to hang onto it. I need to get it out and ride the wave back to shore instead of letting the waves push me under and drag me out to sea. This blog will go from heart breaking to hysterical and more than likely all in one post. Its all good tho cause such is life....
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